Given May 16, 2006
“Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.” “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?” Matthew 14:28-31.

Who did Peter doubt here? It wasn’t Jesus, He was still standing on the water. I believe he doubted himself. He was a fisherman and had stepped in the water many times and knew what would happen.

But Jesus believed in Peter. Peter was the only one bold enough to step out of the boat. I can imagine Jesus saying to himself, “Come on, Peter. You can do it! That’s it, step on out!” And I can imagine Jesus’ joy when peter did step out…and was successful! “Atta boy! Keep coming, come to me, son.” But when he noticed the circumstances, that was it. Jesus might have said, “Oh man, you were doing it! Why did you doubt?”

What would Peter’s ministry have been like if he had not doubted? What would OUR ministry be like if we didn’t doubt? Oh but yes. We all have a ministry whether we know it or not. Jesus believes in us to do great and mighty things so why aren’t we doing them? Just like Peter, we lose faith and doubt.

The next time you have a chance to, “step out”, remember… Jesus is believing in you. Don’t pay attention to the “circumstances”, or the way it’s always been done, or what people will think. Jesus will be saying, “Come on, you can do it! I know you can!” You want to be promoted? Step out of the boat!

Given June 15, 2001
I read a book during this time called, “” which painted a picture with words of the “highway” in Isaiah 35. I could clearly “see” every step of the way up to the highway and once on the highway, I saw the people there and the dangers which were hidden in the ditches.

As we all do sometimes, travelers would get off the road, realize their mistake, and come back up to the road to meet Jesus. Yes, He’s traveling the road with us. When we come, repentant, back to Jesus, we’re holding our “vessel”, our cup, if you will, which has been contaminated and dirtied by sin. And it’s empty! We offer the stained vessel up to the Lord and say, “Lord, I’m sorry. Here’s my cup. Please cleanse it and fill it back up. And, He does.

Jesus said, “Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean”. Matthew 23:26. I do this often when I realize I’ve gotten off the road and my cup is empty and dirty. You can feel when you need a refilling, can’t you? As I hold my cup up to Jesus, He washes it out and fills it to the brim. I realize I’ve been forgiven and have the infilling to go on with Him and do His work. I wanna stay on the road!

Given May 10, 2006
On Wednesday nights at church, we’ve been watching different DVD series from Ray VanderLaan and John Bevere. Tonight, we began the second series by VanderLaan which is produced by Focus On The Family and I highly recommend it. He is a teacher and historian who takes you to places in the Bible and teaches Faith Lessons on the area. Powerful stuff!

Tonight, he took his group to a “stadium” where athletic contests once took place and suggested that we, as Christians, were God’s olympians. We are as Paul said “running a race” 2 Timothy 4:7, performing for our God and he showed us the stands where the fans would have been seated, cheering for their favorite.

It’s like in Hebrews 12:1-2, “Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.” As I run the race set before me, all the heros of the faith from Hebrews 11 are there in the stands cheering me on to the finish. And they aren’t the only ones. My Dad is there, my grandparents are there, some uncles, aunts and cousins are there. And my God is there! The Bible says we’re not all gonna win, 1 Corinthians 9:24, but we should run like we want to win. And that means when we cross the finish line and God says, “Did you give it your all?” I can say, “Yes, Father, I did!”

This also made me think, “Am I giving my Christian race everything I’ve got?” I don’t think so, not every day. I need to do better. I don’t wanna let the fans down. But, most of all, I don’t want to let My God down! Pick up the pace, Bill! Make ’em cheer!

Given May 4, 2006
“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. Psalm 23:5.” I wrote about this topic a couple of months ago and the fact that this scene is on earth and not in Heaven. But I got a different view of this scripture the other day.

Picture this: Here I am, in trouble and my enemies are all around me. They’re in a circle around me and closing in. I call out to God and He appears outside the circle and says, “Back off thugs! I’ve got something for my son Bill.” Well, of course my enemies step aside trembling and let God into the circle. He sets up a table and chair, puts food and every good thing for me to enjoy, (1 Timothy 6:17) on it, and says, “Have a seat son.”

Don’t you know my fears are gone and I sit down to feast at the Father’s table. But the good part is that my enemies are still around me but all they can do is stand and watch me be blessed by God! He didn’t chase them away or destroy them. He just put a hedge of protection around me and made them stand there and watch!

If you’re in the middle of “trouble” and you feel like your enemies are closing in on you, cry out to your Father in Heaven and He’ll come and set a table for you. “…I shall fear no evil for Thou art with me.” Psalm 23:4.

Given May 7, 2006
It was an overwelming time during Praise & Worship this morning at our church, at least for me. I do the morning prayer right after Praise & Worship time and I was having some difficulty even walking and talking because of two things.

One, God had directed me to pray for peace and read the scripture in Phillipians 4 that speaks about joy, worry and peace. Well, don’t you know, our pastor, (who leads Praise & Worship), said he was led to sing, “Peace, peace, wonderful peace. Coming down from the Father above…”. That confirmed that peace is what the people needed to hear that day. What an awesome God!

Two, what really brought the tears was a vision I received during that time. I was thinking about how the Holy Spirit is a gentleman and won’t force Himself in where He’s not invited, even in churches. But when we invite Him in through praise, worship, or prayer, He comes in readily.

The vision I got was of Jesus coming into the church with a big smile on His face and leading a crowd of people and they were all very happy. These people represented the answers to our needs. Salvation was there, along with Healing, Wisdom, Deliverance, Provision, and all the other needs we have. We would run up to Jesus and He knew us! He greeted each of us like He really knew us and was happy to see us, (and He does and is). Then He, knowing our need, would turn and introduce us to Healing or Deliverance, or whoever and say, “Go with him, he’ll help you out.” And the point was that we ran to Jesus first then He introduced us to the answer to our need.

If we invite Jesus in, He will come and bring with Him everything that we need. “God inhabits the praises of His people, Psalms 22:3“. “And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus. Phillipians 4:19” What a beautiful picture!